Here's the plan, we will make believe.
we will build castles by the sea,
and keep walking as the water carries em home
because anything is better than, alone...

We will write our names in the sand
yes in the darkest part of the land
just as the tide comes in to sweep
and I promise I won't weep,
not this time...

Because I am a big girl
and you told me not to
so I silence my hurt
and keep holding on

When i was just a little girl
mommy worned me about the world
she said things, many things like this:

dont you ever fall in love
all these boys really want
is for you to give it up
Mamma lived a harsh cold life
so she could save you from that kind

cause you know that you
cannot trust those fools

they will tell you anything
to get you on your back
Thats how I met your father
so please trust me on that

You see we were just kids
back in 86'
He was the hottest guy in school
you know, real cool
and even though I was a band geek
he somehow made me feel weak


You need understand
that if he's a real man
Hell kiss you on the hand
and leave you at the door
curious and wanting more

So that same guy,
without really saying why
sixteen years down the line
left us all behind

so what is the price to pay?
three kids, nowhere to stay
The rent is over due
we don't have any food
and that same loving fool
is off with his new beau

I was the smart girl,
the good girl, college bound
But I fell for him,
and that's how I found,
he was a good kid
only stupid

mommy turned around
cigarette in mouth
i could see it in her eyes,
the regret she couldn't hide

The sunlight burns my emerald eyes
and bounces back into the sky
as I, a wastful human, humble
myself beneath it's rays and crumble

The song of the city slyly whistles through
the cracks between the sidewalk and my name-brand shoes
as he, a helpless human, simply finds a place to suffer
Cause his momma aint home cookin him a christmas supper

You see what we, wasteful we, fail to see,
is that man has no particular place to be
Even though snow is cold
and it is Christmas eve
Life don't get much better than this
when you're livin on the streets

so the next time you reach for the trash just to waste
try to remember that homeless man's face

WHY WEREN'T YOU AT ELF PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!??????????

http://elfpractice.ytmnd.com/

I like the orginal grinch that stole christmas, and most versions of a christmas carol (for the ghosts of course) and any horror movie with a yultide theme, garfield's christmas special was good too

most chaunnka specials are ok too

most specials I am neutral about, so I don't really watch or care about them

but I HATE!!!!! a christmas story, I wanted to kill everyone in that movie for being douches. I don't like its a wonderful life either cause its so sappy and I don't do saccrine sweet except for diet dr pepper. I know this makes me sound heartless but movies that make me mad or sad too much don't do me any favors ok, life does that to me enough at times as is *is very thin skinned*

As we near the established birthday of Jesus, I can't help but ponder, is it all worth it? The lavish decorations, the phony Santas, the massive spending?... I mean, really, is that what Jesus planned? Think about it man! In order to celebrate our lord and king, Jesus' birth into our sin-filled wretched world, we buy fruitcakes for neighbors and tinsel up trees in our living room while Walmart sucks in all the hard earned cash of the poor Chrisma-shopa-holics. By being born into such chaos was he damned to be the man that his father expected? Or was acheiving miracles merely on his list of to-do's before crucifixion? Is Christmas really a time to rejoice in the birth of our savior, or a time to blow our life's savings on forgettable nonsense? The sad truth is that no matter how much I am aware of the problem, I too, take part in it. I enjoy it all. The lavish decorations, the rediculous caroling, the phony santas, the constant spending! All of those terrible, wonderful things make modern Christmas what it is, what it has always been to me. Superfluous. :]

I've noticed that people tend to blame a system for something going wrong, and try to get it fixed or a new system put in. Now this is only for things like economic and governments btw, so don't get ahead of me here. Honestly though, the problem isn't always a flawed system, its the people in it

our system of government should work, but we have so many morons in it that it falls flat, and its been like that for a long time, and this goes for BOTH parties, dems and reps need to get the act together fast

wonder why people don't think of things like this in the first place

a post in big steve's journal reminded me of this story my college english teacher told us about change views

in a college there where two professers, one was a modern chivrious male and one a feminist female, now the male would do things for everyone, hold doors and that sort of thing, he woman in question, would get annoyed, saying it was degrating to her rights when he did that and kept asking the man to knock it off

now one day instead of holding the elevator for the woman the man just let her try and catch it herself, (sidenote: I half expected her to complain that he didn't hold the elevator but let me finish the tale) well she did make it and said to the male "well I see you finally got the message, thank you for let me be independant" to which the male says "a gentlemen always grants a ladies request"

moral of the story "if you don't want people to be polite, be prepared to be beaten with kindness" or "just shut up and deal with the fact some people have manners"

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

• Pick your Artist:
Rammstein (is anyone really shocked by that?)

• Are you a male or female?
zwitter

• Describe yourself:
wessies fleisch

• How do you feel:
Hilf Mir

• Describe where you currently live:
Amerika

• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Moskau

• Your favorite form of transportation:
Reise reise

• What did you get on your last Birthday?
Rammstein

• Your best friend is:
Nebel

• You and your best friends are
Feuer und wasser

• What's the weather like:
keine lust

• Favorite moment:
Kuss Mich

• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
spiel mit mir

• What is life to you:
rosenrot

• Your last relationship:
amour

• Your fear:
das alte lide

• What is the best advice you have to give
strib nicht vor mir (don't die before I do)

• Thought for the Day:
mann gegen mann

• How I would like to die:
Engel

• My soul's condition:
Tier

• Most Faithful Companion:
Mein Tiel

• My motto:
Zerstonen


If you know german then I might scare the hell out of you now, and also I didn't use the new songs that are out cause I don't have the album yet :( I will eventually though, if not after christmas then next year latest

I feel like such a fool
waitin at the door for you..
Like a mindless porcelain doll
with no integrity at all

The past seven sleeps
have been nothin but nightmares
I know that you blame me
for all of the madness
But too bad for you,
I'm aware of the truth
youll no longer decide
how I will live my life

You can call me coward
You can say i'm weak
for givin up on our love
but you're not what i need

I have to tell you somethin,
Leavin you was so damn hard,
but you weren't in this for me
i knew it from the start

If anything this tought me,
don't ever give your all
and even though im sorry
i wont take the fall

Because, enough is enough
when its too much, too much

You forgot how to touch
I forgot how to feel
underneath it all
I knew it wasnt real

but I kept you in my life
regardless of the lies
Kept tellin myself
it'd get better with time

But now I am older, and wiser as well
You can take all your insults with you to hell

The warning signs were there all along
But i was too blind to call you out
Deep inside you know you are wrong
but you have your head in the clouds

Fictitious, malicious, of evil intent
they only know the man you invent
Too bad while you were asleep in your bed
I lifted the mask that sheltered you head

I saw the monster thats seething inside
a man of morals is no where to find
You are the image of the antichrist
beautiful bundle of insipid lies